I actually made these discoveries soon after I made the other posture video and immediately regretted posting that one! But after some thought, I think it's a cool way to watch me grow. :) It's a good thing that I'm still learning, and this channel is about being transparent as a classical musician. I have nothing to hide and everything to share!
I am constantly fighting the urge to hide my mistakes and misconceptions, so really… you guys are actually watching me face it with these videos. I think it has something to do with pride, something to do with shame, and maybe something to do with fear. I'm still working through my thought process about that. One day I might make a video about it. :)
For now, watch me grow. :) I hope you'll grow with me!